Here's an entry where I rant:

I haven't been home lately, even though I've had no work and no real obligations. People have called from schools in cities far away and from homes close by, but I've not been around to receive them. And I do miss them (please don't forget that). But I miss a lot now, so much that sometimes I feel empty because I forget all the things that I actually have. Things are messy right now, between boy problems and the like. They aren't taking priority in my life, but it wears on me just as many other problems will and have. But I haven't forgotten anyone, as much as those of you would like to think.