Ears are ringing with the notion of loss, seeing things through fogged lenses, mirroring an image of an awkward girl.

But she is the total opposite, not only physically being frail, but emotionally, mentally, just unstable. Nothing about her makes sense.

But I'm stronger now, moreso than ever, more level headed than I have ever been. And for once now things make sense and everything is falling into place. For once I feel right in almost everything I do.