9*22*01 Third rail first time
I just want to die. If only I knew how to not be such a coward about it. If only I had a gun. If only I had a fool proof way of offing me. If only I had the guts to make my car carbon monoxide on wheels. If only I had all my sadness mustered up into that one little corner of my body. If only I could slit my throat and the entire joke that I call my life would be finished. If only someone would love me and not leave me or at least had the fucking balls to stop me from doing this, would I actually stop. Maybe this will make you remember me.
regress /progress
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