And yet there is still this overwhelming sense that I am greatly misunderstood by the people who are closest to me. I didn't think that he would do it, no never did it cross my mind. I thought because she was dense that there wouldn't be a snowball's chance in hell that he'd ever interact with her again. Alas, he did, and I fucking hurt. What else should I say now?

I miss love. Has it gone so far away that I can touch it no longer? It seems to be hidden deep in a darkened cave that resides on a hidden island all in a hidden dream that I will never experience. Please leave me your love. Just, please, for me.