try not to make this any harder than it has to be. my hands are soft and vulnerable now from standing in the rain too long and are now just as delicate as the rest of me.

feels like mushing apart

sometimes i'm afraid to eat because i think my insides will fall out. today is one of those days. i still feel all right though, but it's still one of those days.

so i start thinking about how i was taken advantage of, in that weird way that i never thought about. but it happened and no one will ever feel guilty about it but me because i was the only one who could have prevented it. this is what happens when people become naive, when their skin becomes soft from standing in the rain too long.