i'm really getting tired of being ignored by someone i shouldn't be ignored by.

things are okay today because geoffrey made them that way. he played me something that i knew and took me to a party all the way out in the north suburbs. i've seen him a lot this week, 3 whole times, which is more than i've seen of him in a long while.

annelise makes for some good laughs. sometimes it's good to laugh and forget certain things...

i'm having mixed feelings when dealing with several issues in my life. i've said it before and i'll say it again: chicago doesn't feel like home anymore. it feels artificial and fake and plastic, sort of like california, just not as warm. i'm not sure where home is anymore. i haven't relocated my heart yet.