I notice the differences, so obvious from everything else. Hidden talents vs. exploitive talents, introvert vs. extrovert, simple and complex.

I did the math and added everything up.

What it equals is something I have no word for, the large differences in maturity and childlike behavior.

And it keeps me apart from them, slightly more perceptive, a little more in touch with the rest of humanity and the world. It makes me no better or worse, just different.