countdown to the beginning of old age: 21 days.

i was a mess of wings, glitter, and pink tonight. i wore my pink tutu/pink leotard ensemble with white, glittered wings. it was removed once the netting on the tutu got too itchy against my tummy. tomorrow i will look like i'm going clubbing, even though it will no longer be halloween anymore. oh well, i'm sure that outfit won't last long either.

alk3 was fun, standing on the radiator (my feet were hot afterwards) with annelise and kristine. annelise definitely was launched off the radiator, and kristine got sandwiched. this was the extent of our evening.

things have been neither good or bad. i've been in this light-hearted mood all week, and it feels good not to care so much. john is missed severely, and i don't talk about it much. last fall and the fall before that and most anytime we'd sit together in a car, talking, listening to music, and sneaking kisses (even when we weren't supposed to). it was always fun to hug when it was cold outside and he'd wrap his arms around me [so softly beats his heart]. he is warmth, all wrapped up in a boy, and sealed with love.

it doesn't get much better than that.