i can't bring myself to write here anymore. i've started writing about 10 entries since i've been home, but i haven't finished a single one.

chicago brings out the hostility in me, and not just the joking kind like i had in huntsville. there are tons of bad drivers here, along with the rudest of people.

there's nothing more frightening than large groups of bleached blond haired, painted toe nailed, oranged skinned, boobs popping out of their shirts, saying snotty things sorority girls. they were everywhere in the ISU mcdonald's last night, and i wanted to retch all over them. the things that some of them were talking about made me ill. until last night, i never really knew what it was truly like to be pent up.

i don't deal with attitude well, pretty much meaning that i won't deal with it at all.