1. i am uneasy/unsettled.
2. melissa dorner was murdered.
3. the thought of it nauseates me.
4. the number of people i've known/been friends with who've died: 5.
5. the number that had a choice in the matter: 4.
6. don't gamble with your life; you probably won't end up winning.
7. i'm going to disappear for a while, though, those of you who know me best will know where to find me.
8. it's time for me to go.
9. i may not update for a while or be online all that much.